All by Faith alone!

You can fail at what you don’t want,
So you might as well take a chance on doing what you love.

Your need for acceptance can make you invisible in this world,
Don’t let anything stand in the way of the light that shines through you

You wont be feeling the world, you will be felt by it and embraced by it

The imagination is always manufacturing scenarios both good and bad
but the ego tries to keep you trapped in the multiplex of the mind.

How tricky is this ego that it would temp us with something we already posses relax and dream up a good life

Let the universe know what you want,
and working towards it while
letting go of how it come to past.

Take a chance on faith,
Not religion but faith
Not hope but faith
I dont believe in Hope,
Hope is a beggar
hope walks through the fire and
Faith Leaps over it

You only have two choices in life
Love or fear,
Choose love and don’t ever let fear turn you against your playful heart.

Eventually

It is like the sound of a thunderstorm,

Waiting to let it’s rage on this illusion we call Earth,

An urge to explode all it’s wrath and power,

The excitement that fades away naturally,

The anxiety that comes up drastically,

All the hassles that will end eventually,

And all the other things people take critically.

 

And so it continues, 

Like the dreams we want to have,

And the steps we take to accomplish them

Are often the paths which we seldom choose. . 

So Dream like you had never dream before,

and feel things like you have never felt.

Then maybe I’ll be standing there,

Behind you where you never look,

And pick you up and take that challenge once again.

Fumes of murmur

The ashes form as the time ticks away,

A sigh of relief as i sucked in the fumes,

The intoxicating smell of the lit match,

Arouse the feeling of serenity.

The paper burns up slower than normal,

Puffing out cloud like smoke from the mouth,

And Inhaling the nicotine to the lungs,

Creates an experience of a lifetime.

The tired mind of this lone wanderer,

Resting the eyes but not the mind,

Taking its toll but finding pleasure on the other hand.

The small shaking of hands feels weird,

But reaching out for another cigarette might make it better,

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Peaceful Melancholy

The sun sets in what appears to be motionless wonder

And the night slowly approaches as the sky becomes darker.

A soul taking never ending breaths of sorrow

Gives a sign of relief as the chilled winds blows across her reddish brown hair.

The stillness of the environment chills her to the bone

But the peacefulness of the place cant comprehend.

 

As the night gets darker and the purple sky begins to clear

The sky showed a side which people often look away,

Resting their eyes in peaceful melancholy

While this soul is wandering into the bliss of the night

Hoping to make the worries out of sight 

And adoring the stars like they were made for your soul.

 

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Flight of Stars

Resting the mind, under this sky lit night.

Wander the soul went,

In the midst of the silent breeze,

Comes a voice of wonder,

Flowing ambient along cool breeze,

The restless minds of the forgotten,

Lingers in the deep dark sky.

The blue moon shaded by the clouds,

But still gives room for the stars to shine,

Deep, heavy breaths taken,

As the cold chill of the night grasp the restless.

But the night is still young my friends,

Dream away, dream like you have never dreamt before.

Then maybe someday, our dreams will collide

And maybe change the reality that we are living in.

MUTE

Well, as a child I mostly spoke inside my head
I had conversations with the clouds, the dogs, the dead
And they thought my broken, that my tongue was coated lead
But I just couldn’t make my words make sense to them
If you only listen with your ears… I can’t get in

And I spent my evenings pullin’ stars out of the sky
And I’d arrange them on the lawn where I would lie
And in the wind I’d taste the dreams of distant lives
And I would dress myself up in them through the night
While my folks would sleep in separate beds… and wonder why

So, then one afternoon I dressed myself alone
I packed my pillowcase with everything I owned
And in my head I said “goodbye,” then I was gone
And I set out on the heels of the unknown
So my folks could have a new life of their own
So that maybe I could find someone
Who could hear the only words that I’d known

 

Hello! Welcome home

I’ve been sitting in this confined space
Mostly to tell myself stories of whats it’s like outside
Wondering and dreaming of how it will be like
Just to take a step and feel the breeze running across the face

I’ve told myself many times to take risks
But i often come up with empty handed
Leaving myself,body, mind and soul
Resting where radiation fills the air

Who would ever think that I
A pessimistic individual of life
Would ever be a part of a system
where all are connected like the rivers

But at the end of the day
I find myself back in that confined space
But learning new things about life
And how everything has its purpose…

So I began to wonder
Life does have a way of saying
”Hello! Welcome home!”

Body, Mind, Soul! Apparition!

Taking a deep breath to ease off the problems
Shrugging off the weight that has slowed me down
Out of all the sleepless nights counted
I redeemed myself into a hollow apartment
Filling each open window with cardboard
Closing the gaps which has made me incomplete
Even though i know that i will never be complete.

The clock seems like its not moving at all
When all i do is wait for the right time to say Hello!
Bringing myself in a state of peace and clarity
I remembered that time slowly passes by.
In the midst of pitch black darkness
Where the open space beside me feels occupied
I sit as the sound of silence eats me away.

Never will i regret the things that made my past
For it is them that made me for who i am
I am nothing but a guy who likes to write
For the pen is my sword and the book my armour
I am the shadow beside you,
The wind that you feel in you face
I am all the things that gives you goosebumps
I am your Apparition!

Oxygen

I’ve made wishes that didnt came
I’ve made promises that i couldnt keep
I’ve made mistakes that threw me down
I’ve made sacrifices that haunt me till now
I’ve done things no one will ever believe
I have done my share of loneliness
I ate up my share of guilt
I walk this path of lovers more than once alone
I had cared so much for others that i forgot myself
Every breathe i took was for others..
But now i found my oxygen
With every breath i can see how pure it is
I dare not waste it but i cant get enough
Its like a drug which makes every movement slow..
I Feel like a kid who got his christmas wish..
A wish that came true… My oxygen